For the past week and a half I have been having a hard time with the passing of a great friend. I heard he'll be graduating from BYU on the 25th and Paige, his wife, will be walking in his place.. I think that is so awesome. I was trying to figure out a way I can get Ryan and I out there to see it, honor and to celebrate Wes's acheivements, but Ryan says he can't because of school :( So I was a little disappointed.. but I know Wes understands. But I have a little story to tell... I already told Paige this on Monday.. But I want to share it because it meant a lot.
Sometime last week I was feeling down and a little depressed. I texted Ryan hoping that would make me feel better but it didn't... I didn't know what was making me feel that way. And at work we listen to this horrible radio station that plays like hard rock and roll (which is odd hearing at a dental office) but out of no where Johnny Cash "Walk the Line" came on... I thought of Wes as soon as I heard it... I got chills, my eyes got watery... but right away I felt better. I know he is there with us everyday.. and I guess I can except that, I have too.. I just wish they could take trips like vacations from Heaven just to talk and visit with us. I miss him.
*I love you Wesley, and thank you so much for the pick me up. I love you*
On Friday, April 18th I went to see an OB doctor who diagnosed that I had a Bartholin Gland Cyst. After a few minutes of talking to me, she said that it needed to come out :( I have never had anything medically done to me so I was freaking out. And the best part is where is was located.. jeeze, out of my entire body, it planted itself between my legs :( so yeah, she got me numb, which was not fun. The nurse tried to talk to me and compare it to a dental shot to relate more to me. Well let me tell you, I rather have a root canal. The "little" pinch for just a "second" was a HUGE PINCH that seemed like ONE MINUTE! After she got everything set up, she took off her lab coat and said "this could get messy".. it was funny.. but something I didn't want to hear..LOL. So since Friday, I can't sit down right, I can't bend over to pick up anything, and I walk like a freaking penguin..LOL. Chances are I'll be like this till she takes out this "golf tee" looking that is inside me draining the cyst. And I have to take a bath everyday for 3 WEEKS :( in Epsom salt. And the difficult part is.. I'm always busy and have things I have to do during the weekend.. and this whole procedure has slowed me down. I can only do so much and have to lay down. :( And I'm the type of person and has to always be on the go and get everything finished before I relax. I guess you can say I'm stressed.
For the past week and a half I have been having a hard time with the passing of a great friend. I heard he'll be graduating from BYU on the 25th and Paige, his wife, will be walking in his place.. I think that is so awesome. I was trying to figure out a way I can get Ryan and I out there to see it, honor and to celebrate Wes's acheivements, but Ryan says he can't because of school :( So I was a little disappointed.. but I know Wes understands. But I have a little story to tell... I already told Paige this on Monday.. But I want to share it because it meant a lot.
